Saturday, March 12, 2005
I feel so drained. So lost. I feel helpless and I need help badly. I gave my heart to someone and we're drifting...I can feel it. But this person won't talk to me! Which doesn't fix anything. Actually I know why this person is upset...and probably hurt...and feeling rejected. But if they don't tell me how to fix it, can I? Will they let me fix it? Am I already too far gone...for them to talk to me...to forgive me? This is why I hate being emotional...and letting other people's feelings effect my own...